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| | Time: | 11:29 pm | | Current Mood: | fat |
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| | plus side - my boobs did go up a cup size. yet i know that will be the first place i loose weight from and will just end up fat and flat chested again... :'( :'( going for a shower and a proper weigh in cuz i only did it quickly fully dressed. :( | comments: Leave a comment   |
| well its been a while since i wrote because i have been too depressed by eating issues to even face writing about them. FINALLY got batteries for my scales and realise i have put on 5 lbs in 3 weeks. that is disgusting but at least now i have my scales back i can get control again. i dont really know why it works but i usually weigh abut 4 times a day and seeing my weight actually change .5 of a lbs up or down a day really controls my eating so hopefully ill be back down,try and lose 10lbs in 2 weeks for my 18th. support advice or anything would be amazing.
stats:
height: 5"6
cw: 135 lb with clothes
lw:126
hw:142
average weight: 128
gw for 2 weeks: 125
ltgw: 120
im by no means anorexic.... infact, a binge eater/ mia but i am skinny. just weigh a lot. i just want help to lose about 7-10 lbs in 2 weeks by any means possible lol so ADVICE cuz i find it really hard to fast xxx | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | why. do. i. look. back. and realise that everything is fake. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 01:41 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/bitospud/courier/black/worried.gif) worried |
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| Found this...
Hmmmm
METHOD OF TREATMENT
1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water
2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute
3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.
4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours
5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.
6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.
The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/ reduce main diseases:
1. High Blood Pressure - 30 days
2. Gastric - 10 days
3. Diabetes - 30 days
4. Constipation - 10 days
5. Cancer - 180 days
6. TB - 90 days
7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwards - daily.
This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times.
It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life.
Drink Water and Stay healthy and Active.
This makes sense .. The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ...not cold water. Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion.
Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Got an exercise bike today. Feels so good to be able to eat and thenjust burn it striaght off again :D xxxxx | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Well, my dream about brushing my hair and chunks falling out pretty much sums up my life completely right now. It's pretty scary actually...
Hair Falling Out
Since hair is commonly associated with power, dreaming of loosing hair is often an indicator that we feel like our energy is being drained away. Like tooth loss dreams there is often an accompanying feeling of helplessness that comes with dreams of hair loss. And like tooth loss dreams, hair loss dreams may point to feeling powerless to change a situation. If you dream of loosing hair, look at you life and see if there are relationships or situations which are energy drainers
Combing Your Own Hair: You must take immediate action to resolve a current problem.
Tangled Hair: Obstacles need to be faced.
Spooooooky! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | also, i had a very strange dream that all my hair started to come out... in huge chunks. its not the first time ive had this dream either. im not good at dream interpreting. maybe i should google it. x | | comments: Leave a comment |
| well, i think ive done quite well.
on wednesday, i had a home made banana smoothie and a home made carrot soup. Thursday was a humus sandwhich and today was spinach and boiled potatoes. and it wasnt even intentional to not eat! wooohooo.
dont know how much i weigh today but i will find out later, i think hopefully 126 *fingers crossed* but i need to sstay at that though... normally im 128/129 but some days i can go down to 126. i might start a weight chart or something hmmm xx | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | good-ish day today. all i ate was a small salad and some pasta, lots of vegetables as well. managed to hold off eating til about 8oclock as well so its going well. yesterday was dusgusting, pasta, crossants, chips, extreme carb intake. worked out on the excersize bike for a while but not long enough :( more tomorrow anyway :) xxx | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Time: | 01:51 pm | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/bitospud/courier/black/cold.gif) cold |
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| Well, its going quite well. Yesterday I stuck to liquid only apart from 2 slices of toast and a plum. However, a LOT of alcohol was consumed but whatever. Today, I have had watery soup, wouldnt call it soup really, more just flavoured water lol and again, 2 slices of bread. I dont really wanna like, starve myself so I think its working alright :D
Ill though, been sneezing all night :( not cool. There was a lot of drama last night. My two best mates decided to leave the country. Tears and punches and stuff but it worked out ok- ish. I guess. Well, we all had a chat and said loads of stuff. Was nice :) Anyway, now I'm off to watch the OC and think about brownies. x | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I would go... around the world, stopping at every city, island, monument, town, village, mountain, river, forest that caught my eye. Especailly I would go to South East Asia, certain parts of Australia, Eastern Europe, Southg France, South American rain forests, African safaris, Pacific Islands, New Zealand and of course road trip across America! Even maybe to the Arctic to see Eskimos! Hehe. I dont know who I'd take, cuz the people would change depending on where I went and what I was doing.
Ahhh, that took my mind of certain things :) | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | How am I meant to do this when everywhere I look is FOOD? Everywhere. I feel disgusting after last night so I'm on liquid only today. Starting with a black coffee. Im allowing Cuppa Soup, the low fat version as well. Meh. idk. x | | comments: Leave a comment |
| well this is my first post, obvs, but as i dont have any "friends" yet... not too sure what to say. I made this because I have made many before but am always (yes this is very sad) that I will get rejected or called a fake. But after tonights dusgusting display of typical me style over eating I thought right, I really do need to write all this somewhere and get some like, support. So, here we go.
First things first then, I'm not wanarexic or any of that bollocks, I'm 17m, from London and have had a binge/compulsive eating disorder since 2004. Since about April this year, when I got flu, I started to lose weight and since then discovered that my eating habits over the last few years wernt as normal as I thought they were and people don't normally make them selves throw up or eat until they cannot pysically move. Its quite disturbing. So anyway, I made this tonight because the last few weeks have been hell. Sometimes I can control what I eat and when but this week has been the worst and its not right anymore. I feel sick to think of that huge cake I just ate. Or maybe the soup before that, or maybe the curry I had earlier. Oooh, lets not forget the sandiwches, hot chocolate and toast and yoghurts as well. Yeah. Girl needs help. x
Basics
HW 145
LW 126
CW 129
STGW 125
LTGW 115
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